Help...

Oh well, now that maeyue is going NUS for sure, now it is my turn to be in dilemma...arghhhhhh, HEELLPPPP..my parents are encouraging me to go auckland, NZ instead..cos according to them, the uni life is more relaxed there (which is their definition of happier life), the country is growing more stable economically, i can work during weekdays and weekends, working life after uni is less stressful, and of course, i'll be nearer to my brother..blah, thousands of reasons..but i really want to go NUS leh =(((( actually not cos of the education, but more of cos i've got my frens there, i have more freedom, more challenging uni life, and i've adapted well to singapore lifestyle.. and switching to a place with slower pace of life seems quite boring, hahaha..soo HELP!!!i dont know how to convince my parents, hahaha...

Anyway, i am still struggling to live a normal life right now..Everytime when there is even a smallest space left for thoughts in my mind, it will start pondering of someone..Thanks to it, i woke up at 5 am unconsciously just to wait for a one word reply from someone who had her birthday few days ago..Thanks to it, i broke the front light of my car =p
Hahaha, been trying thousands of ways to find something to do..And now, my best distraction is to read CHINESE story book!!!!!!yeah, cos even reading the words requires such great concentration already, so i am happily reading pinnochio now..hahaha, and once a week, i go my cousin's house and just play winning eleven the whole day and night, it really works to stop my mind from thinking, hahahaha...oh well, hopefully when Euro comes, i'll be able to live a normal life again..or else, the next saviour will be the VN Bangkok trip already..hahaha..